What A Loser

Dear Life,
What type of  a husband calls to inquire about buying cemetery plots whenever his wife just found out she had a suspicious lump, and had a biopsy to find out if her lump is cancerous or not? 
She truly could not believe it, even though it was right in front of her. She just sat down and stared at the paper. Finally the reality of it hit her, he thinks she is going to die, 
That's really a supportive, caring, loving, stand by your wife man eh?   He has so much faith, that he calls the cemetery to find out the cost of lots!  
Last week when she found out about the suspicious lump, he never talked to her except to ask her if she was mad. Then he just went on with his life, like what happened didn't exist, and the next day he never even called one time to ask how she was doing. And to think she thought that was uncaring!

She wonders what the hell he would think or feel if he was the one with the suspicious lump and found out his wife was calling for cemetery pricing. Really

  He didn't tell his wife he was going to inquire, no, of course not, who does something like this except an uncaring, totally thoughtless.unloving, only thinking of himself person. 
 She found the paper while cleaning the kitchen counter and saw the initials and the telephone number he wrote on it.  along with the price.
When she confronted him, he tried to bluff his way out of it, but finally  he asked her why she was reading his personal papers. That's when she felt like a knife had stabbed her deep in the heart. 
 If it was that personal why have it laying around where she could see it? She always looks through his scraps of paper to see what she can throw away.
 The horror and hurt she feels is indescribable.  How long has this act, yes act, of a so called thoughtful, loving, caring husband been going on.
It's truly like a nightmare. Having to go through this is awful enough and then finding out what he had the gull to do - to say my heart hurts is putting it mildly

 If his kids find out, they would lose all respect for him as I have, they would be beyond shocked, as I am, and if she posted  this on face book -They would despise him, as I do What a lower than life piece of dirt. He already has me dead and inquiring on a plot to bury me in - -