SOMETIMES LIFE GETS IN THE WAY

Dear Life,                                                                                         1/30/13

Why are you so unfair?  Isn’t one time enough for a person?

I truly did not think I had anything to worry about.

I was just starting to relax a little bit, when you decided to knock the wind out of my sail.

Can you tell me – why me?  Not fair Life, Not fair. I know you are not supposed to ask why, but damn it, why me, why now?

Yes, you have managed to scare me big time. I am truly worried and scared.  I am not as agile as I was before. I am also fat!  How am I going to have the strength to work through this again?

The doctor sure was wrong, he said I was pretty much out of the danger zone, and he did not want to see me for a year. He gave me false hope. I actually believed him.

Oh yes, and I have not been to church since last May, I’m sure that didn’t help my situation. How is God supposed to listen to me now, when I only go to Him when I need him?  How can I even ask Him?

Right now, I hate you Life, I hate you with a passion.